Sometimes i wonder why this so-called "gap" exists between us. Since the beginning of us together, this "gap" has been there all the time, pre-existing and dominating our relationship, being a part of us wherever we go. It always comes in many faces that dictates our actitivities that we could do together.
In school, this "gap" would prevent us from conversing during breaks, at the same time, we're in totally different classes and years. After high school, this "gap" exists as we have different priorities in life because you were still in high school and i was not. When i am overseas, this "gap" would be the time difference, costs in communication and the physical absence. Now that you're overseas, this "gap" still stands in between us screwing up our timezones to the extreme.
Overall, this "gap" created a silent barrier that we've always had to endure everyday day since Day 1. Even after eventually completing my studies, you would still be sitting through lectures for another 3 years. What happens within that 3 year "gap" is so difficult to predict. Practically, my career would start then, and when you graduate eventually, whats to happen to you? And i? Our relationship journey is so vague and blur, its almost so clearly blur. This "gap" that stands between us seems to follow us around.
Sometimes i wonder, if this "gap" was like God's own challenge, put into place to make us appreciate more of what we have, or the Devil's tricks, to tear apart the human relationship. Nonetheless, this "gap" has always won. "Gap" 100 - 0 Us. But it has never stopped us from being happy right? In the end, what makes us the winner are ourselves.
Yet, this "gap" doesn't hamper spirit to have a good relationship with you that will succeed. Wherever this "gap" goes, i will follow to make end meet. No "gap" is too wide to cover. May our Lord Christ Jesus soon take this "gap" so that we won't have to go through hardships as we have been doing ever since. One day, this "gap" will be gone forever, and that'll be the day that we've won.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssssssstrike! You're gone!
In school, this "gap" would prevent us from conversing during breaks, at the same time, we're in totally different classes and years. After high school, this "gap" exists as we have different priorities in life because you were still in high school and i was not. When i am overseas, this "gap" would be the time difference, costs in communication and the physical absence. Now that you're overseas, this "gap" still stands in between us screwing up our timezones to the extreme.
Overall, this "gap" created a silent barrier that we've always had to endure everyday day since Day 1. Even after eventually completing my studies, you would still be sitting through lectures for another 3 years. What happens within that 3 year "gap" is so difficult to predict. Practically, my career would start then, and when you graduate eventually, whats to happen to you? And i? Our relationship journey is so vague and blur, its almost so clearly blur. This "gap" that stands between us seems to follow us around.
Sometimes i wonder, if this "gap" was like God's own challenge, put into place to make us appreciate more of what we have, or the Devil's tricks, to tear apart the human relationship. Nonetheless, this "gap" has always won. "Gap" 100 - 0 Us. But it has never stopped us from being happy right? In the end, what makes us the winner are ourselves.
Yet, this "gap" doesn't hamper spirit to have a good relationship with you that will succeed. Wherever this "gap" goes, i will follow to make end meet. No "gap" is too wide to cover. May our Lord Christ Jesus soon take this "gap" so that we won't have to go through hardships as we have been doing ever since. One day, this "gap" will be gone forever, and that'll be the day that we've won.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssssssstrike! You're gone!
3 comments:
Aww... sniff sniff
i miss u a lot.
we will get through everything together.
the future might seem blur and vague, but i know i want it to include you
don sniff sniff, you'll sniffed dust later....
don worry, this post is like a on-off thing when i feel like i need to express some stress to relieve myself...
we'll get through it...like a hammer through a wall..
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