Exhausted is my name, tired is my game

The weekend of ultimate body sacrifice has just passed with Unity & Diversity plus Malaysian Night over. It was a lovely Monday and an average Tuesday. But what seems not ok to me is the fact i'm tired and exhausted. 2 nights of sleepless nights have kept me zombieing the day. Monday was well enough for me to go through but today seemed like eternity. The day just wouldn't end. By 5 my eyes were already red and i felt ready for bed.

fact is, i'm not getting good sleeps. It's a chain-effect that causes smaller symptoms to develop that eventually tires and slows down my body's ability to work. I need rest rest rest. In my prayer to you Lord Jesus, please help me sleep. Amen.

Good morning dear.

Chit Chat Boom

I have been having a long 'holiday' recently. 5 days away from my books is one heck of a long time this semester. It even feels weird and ackward because i owe my studies a lot now. With all the materials supposedly piling, i should feel bad but then the fun and challenge of practising for the upcoming Unity & Diversity concert has made up for all it. It's almost like stress is building up on one side and dancing takes it all away again giving meaning to the term guilty-pleasure.

Heard if right? No kidding, Eugene is dancing. Unheard off right? Well believe it. I'll upload the videos for ya'll to see soon. Especially you baboon. You know who you are. Hehe=)

This week marks the last week of 1st term 2nd semester. It'll be a good 2 week break for me to catch up with everything and hopefully stay ahead again. There are a lot of things i would love to accomplish before running into exam months in November. I would also like to, in all the name of vanity, congratulate myself upon holding office for Secretary of MUMSA for 2-full terms already. come next weekend i'll be officially stepping down, and hopefully, for real this time. I have done my best in serving the club as good as i could have. At times, i let my teammates down, this i apologise. To well-done tasks, i congratulate. MUMSA is indeed a growing club with talented people and opportunities and hopefully in years to come, we'll see the best of it. This is only the beginning of an awesome cub's entrance. Just like Liverpool.

And as all Malaysians are tuning in right now to watch the showdown, i've just got a cheer for Chong Wei,

Lin Dan ciak sai, (Lin Dan eat dung)
Ciak ka chu kee pai, (Eat until teeth spoil)
Kim meh ho Chong Wei thai, (Tonight get creamed by Chong Wei)
Thai ka mee mee lu cha eh jai. (Creamed until so creamy then you know)

Breathing the free air

Alas after a week and a half of planning and carefully scheduling every single day of my life, i'm finally free from schedules and plans.........for now. Nonetheless, i can breathe again! I'm so glad and happy, the feeling, it's like....being free to roam and not worry again. I dislike worrying, it's not such a nice feeling and emotion to go through worrying just about every single hour.

Breathe people breathe............. the air is cool and fresh,
Sing the happy songs of joy.

Ah, relief...Goodnight New Zealand & Good morning Samoa.

Bunching blog

Blogs have become like punching bags these days if not daily diaries where people just let out their anger, grief, stress and sorrow. It's where people can express anything so openly. So therefore, i would just like to do this.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Feel half better now. At least my screams won't disturb anyone.

Gift at the wrong end...

I woke up in the early this morning at 6 a.m. because i needed to attend my Airline Strategic Managenet lecture at 8. My bus to uni arrived at 7.30 so that gives me one and a half hour to procastinate and get ready at my own sweet time.

The morning was a bit chilly, but i was prepared with warm clothing. The sun was barely up, still quarterly way up the horizon. The birds were chirping. As i stepped down the bus, i walked for 2 minutes around the oval to my lecture in the Refectory Building. Just before i open the door my mind went,

"Crap.................... no class today"

Just as i touch the handle to push the door open, my 'horror' was confirmed. Indeed i have been too focus with my schedules, timing, routines and habits that i forgot to remember the little details that may change my life.

Not a big deal having lectures cancelled but it goes to show, that life is full of excitement and changes, that i should be aware off all the time. Tiny details we omit in our daily activities makes a huge difference to our schedules.

Nonetheless, i've got 2 hours free=) Good morning everybody.

Out of the ordinary

This is something you don't quite get to see.....ever!

Shops paying you to shop??

The Joker probably did this.




How do you count water???

Taken from here. Thanks Eric.

Feeling the moment

As i write, the crowd of people are quiet, i could hear constant typings and fading mumblings. My notebook and pen is in front of me while an Apple stares at me. The sun is shining brightly outside for the 1st time after it kept hiding behind the clouds last week. The day is beautiful.

As i write, my lecture has passed, i am more knowledgeable than i was 2 hours ago, my stomach grows ever hungrier, people constantly walking in and out the computer lab. The day is a blessing.

As i write, i know i have datelines to fulfill, i know my responsibilities at home and my study, i know my commitment to God and people i love. The day is amazing.

As i write, i appreciate more of my life as i can have a good relationship with God, i appreciate my gifts and blessings that i received, i am content with what i have. The day is like any other day.

As i write, my life moves onto much tougher challenges, it'll be ever crueler and painful, yet by God's grace and mercy, I will persevere in my study. The day is great.

As i write, time keeps ticking, the sun moves ever lower to the horizon, and i am no where closer to finishing my study. Full stop, day dreaming is over. The day is not going to wait!!!